The problems for Sulphur begin by the time he trys to turn his ideas into reality. When Sulphur plans to do something, he does it with all his strength. It’s never only one concrete plan or idea. He will use his imagination a lot, which will give him many ideas and opportunities.

• MIND – PLANS – making many plans
• MIND – FANCIES – exaltation of
• MIND  – ARDENT
• MIND – PASSIONATE

There is a strong desire to materialize his spiritual wealth, at the beginning. In his mind, everything is so  vivid, and he is hardly waiting to realize his ideas as some sorts  of projects, most of the time in written forms.

• MIND – MENTAL EXERTION – desire for – literary work

By the first time he tries to turn his ideas into projects, he will face some serious problems, and the biggest one will be:

• MIND – TOUCHING everything; impelled to

’’Touch’’ is a short contact between two people, or between a person and an object. Touching is a short process, so  there is no time for deeper connection between objects. According to  length, strength and the function of the contact, we could choose between the rubrics: CLINING, GRASPING, HOLDING… but Sulphur is not in any of these rubrics. He is never tied to one place, his thoughts always fly into different places and he isn’t able to estimate the real value of things.

• MIND – DELUSIONS – small – things – appear small; things – large; sometimes very small and sometimes very
• MIND – MATHEMATICS – inability for – horror of
• MIND – FASTIDIOUS
• MIND – REST – cannot rest when things are not in the proper place
• MIND – TOUCHING – impelled to touch – everything
• MIND – DELUSIONS – figures seeing strage

Figure – unity which is defined and has a certain, unchangeable meaning.

Math is a science in which it’s important to calculate the value of something. Sulphur doesn’t have that ability and some things that seem huge and  important to him at one moment will be small and pointless at another, and vice versa. He just can’t calculate the real value of things, and he doesn’t know how much time and space he should dedicate to them. He can be too petty, but he is very passionate when doing something and this characteristic enables him to leave his job undone. In this way, he is getting more and tangier in the net and he can’t see any more where it all ends.

• MIND – CONFUSION of mind – mixes subjective and objective

Subjective is something that is personal, colored with emotions, something that we helped being created. Objective is something dispassionate, real, seen without the influence of emotions. His passion and huge emotional strength might be the reasons for his disability to separate his visions from reality. He believes that everyone should share his opinion and see the world in the same way  he does.

• MIND – CONFOUNDING – objects and ideas

Objects aren’t the parts of a nature. They are the pieces of material world with purposes, which man had made or adapted. The idea is a thought of how something should look like, a creation made in one’s mind which needs to be realized, manifested physically in order to get its purpose. To switch the meanings, means not being able to make difference between two or more things, or being disable to see what makes the difference between them. In this context, Sulphur patient sees his ideas as they are already done/realized. For him, it’s enough to create the ideas of something, and he can see them in his head as they already exist. Physical realization is not really important for him.

The pictures in his mind are clear until he tries to put them on paper. Despite his eloquence, he can’t find the right words to explain/draw his thoughts in the way that others can understand. He is trapped in his mind, in a way.

Memory – the ability to keep words, pictures, colors, smells and sounds, senses of pleasantness and nuisance, in our minds and recall them anytime we need them, or when something weaks them up.

• MIND- MEMORY – active, words for
• MIND – DRAWING – inability for
• MIND –  DELUSION – fog in brain; there is

What ever stopped you from becoming a poem?

In the end we’ll have not only the aversion to the literal project, but the aversion to everyone who managed in turning their ideas into reality.

• MIND – MENTAL EXERTION – aversion to – literary work
• MIND – AVERSION – persons – literary; to
• MIND – ENVY – qualities of others, at
• MIND – AILMENTS FROM – failure – literary, scientific failure
• MIND – AILMENTS FROM – embarrassment

For Sulphur, it’s devastating when someone worse than him can do better than he can. He can’t come to terms with that. He only appreciates his work, while the work of others disgusts him. We can see this from the following rubrics in which the smell of the body (sweat) is a product of the organism. We’ll often say ’’sweat’’ for someone’s effort.

• MIND – DISGUST – body; of the – own body; of one’s odor; but loves his
• MIND – DISGUST – body; of the – own body; of one’s odor; of the – nasue; to the point of
• MIND – EGOTISM
• MIND – CENSORIOUS

Beauty before everything

Sulphur won’t face the reality for a long time. His philosophical mind and permanent desire for beauty will make him see the hidden beauty in everything, especially when the real one  is not there.  He will easily overcome material value of things and he’ll recognize the traces of the past, effort and energy used for making them. Sulphur patient often says: ’’This coat is old, but it was made of the best leather which is no longer produced. My granny sewed it for me and I value it more than any of those rags that you can buy these days’’

• MIND – DELUSIONS – beautiful – rags seem, even
• MIND – DELUSIONS – rags are as fine as silk; old

Sulphur never runs out of ideas. His best ideas and the greatest inspirations will appear at the evening or during the night. The greatest business successes will appear in his mind during the night which is the period of non-activity and inability to concretize the imagined. During the night it’s impossible to make contacts an make some things real. Despite his enthusiasm and the energy he has, he’ll have to wait for the morning to come.  We could look at the evening and night as periods in which there is no possibility to make something real.

• MIND – ABSORBED – evening
• MIND – DELUSIONS – evening – going to sleep; on
• MIND – DELUSIONS – evening – bed, in
• MIND – EXCITEMENT – evening – bed, in
• MIND – EXCITEMENT – night
• MIND – EXCITEMENT – feverish – night
• MIND – FANCIES – exaltation of – evening
• MIND – FANCIES – exaltation of – evening – bed, in
• MIND – FANCIES – exaltation of – night
• MIND – IDEAS – abundant – evening – bed, in
• MIND – IDEAS – abundant – night
• MIND – IRRITABILITY – daytime – alternating with – cheerfulness – evening
• MIND – LAZINESS – evening – amel.
• MIND – RESTLESSNESS – evening
• MIND – THOUGHTS – business; of – evening – bed; in
• MIND – THOUGHTS – rush – evening – bed; in
• MIND – THOUGHTS – rush – business accomplished; about – evening

In order to keep his visions, he needs to close his eyes. By closing our eyes, we unable new visual information to penetrate in our mind. Visions are beautiful pictures of the future. This means that everything that comes from reality distracts his vision. For this reason, he has to close his eyes for the reality and give in to his visions. Reality pushes him really hard sometimes, but he still has a lot of ideas for improving his status and solving his problems.

• MIND – FANCIES – exaltation of – sleeplessness, with
• MIND – DELUSIONS – visions, has – closing the eyes, on
• MIND – IDEAS – abundant, clearness of mind – night

The morning is a period when actions start, and so does the ability of Sulphur to realize his great ideas. But our Sulphur wakes up with the different feelings. The power of his emotions is getting weaker and weaker and he doesn’t have his inspiration from the last night anymore.

• MIND – ANXIETY – morning
• MIND – CONFUSION of mind – waking, on
• MIND – CONFUSION of mind – morning – rising – when
• MIND – DISCOURAGED – morning
• MIND – DULLNESS – morning
• MIND – LAUGHING – dream, during – comic dream, laughing continues after waking; during a
• MIND – LAZINESS – morning
• MIND – MOROSE – morning
• MIND – SADNESS – morning

In this moment he doesn’t want to try anything new anymore, he gives in to his imagination and he searches for excuses.

• MIND – BUSINESS – aversion to
• MIND – INDIFFERENCE, apathy – business affairs, to
• MIND – PRAYING

Every man has a lots of roles to play in his life which he can switch with someone depending on the situation. For example, when he’s home, the dominant role is father’s and husband’s role… When in store, he will play the customer’s role, at the doctor’s he’ll play the patient’s role, he’ll play the tourist’s role while travelling, employees role while working. We can state with the confidence that the place we are at has the most influence on the roles that we are playing. Entering the certain place, we take some role with all the responsibility. But, our Sulphur is the only remedy in the rubric:

• MIND – OUTDOORS; staying – desire to stay outdoors – two hours; staying outdoors exactly sulph.

We have two things here. First of all, he wants to stay in the open air, which means that he doesn’t want to take any of his roles. Second, the time he wants to spend without playing a role is strictly limited. The rubric says: precisely two hours.

Which are those situations in which we make deadlines? Those are the situations for which we are certain that something will happen, or that’s the last chance in which we believe that something good could happen today. Anyway, our Sulphur is waiting, he made his deadline… if he fails, if magic doesn’t work, he’ll take the job that he doesn’t like, a job that is beneath his dignity, expectations, because he deserves better. Now the poverty pushes him, old rags are beautiful and precious, you can’t buy or make  anything similar nowadays, but the bills aren’t paid, may by some food is missing, in every case he is confronted with the certainty of poverty that his creative mind can’t deny anymore.

Our genius has to accept ordinary, average job.

• MIND – FEAR – looking – before her, when
• MIND – DELUSIONS – thin – he is getting
• MIND – DELUSIONS – want – he will come to
• MIND – FEAR – starving of

Once Sulphur – always Sulphur

When he finally accepts a job, Sulphur sees the possibility to become leader and innovator, although it’s unlikely to happen at his working place. Although he usually works as a low-ranking officer, he keeps his autocratic way of talking with people around him and he tries to create policy of the collective in which he is. He makes his own decisions, even if they are outside  his jurisdiction, and he demands that his associates follow his instructions , respect and realize his decisions. With subordinates, he communicates officially.

The greatest problem will appear in his relationships with his bosses. He’ll try to impose his will, because he really has great visions and he can’t see any obstacle in realization. He can’t seem to understand how the things function in such a primitive and uncreative way. Although good, his ideas usually don’t function in practice. Every suggestion, the smallest critic, Sulphur will take in a very hard way. He feels as if he’s losing his reputation, or he faces the fact that, in such simple environment, he never had one. His disagreement with superiors becomes very problematic.

• MIND – AILMENTS FROM – mortification
• MIND – AILMENTS FROM – offended; being
• MIND – AILMENTS FROM – scorned; being
• MIND – AILMENTS FROM – reputation; loss of
• MIND – AILMENTS FROM – discords between – sheaf and subordinates

One thing is certain, Sulphur won’t be able to show his talent and realize his ideas here, as well. One way of creative adaptation for him is to accept  his disability and face the reality. He’ll console with some smaller and more manageable solutions. Sulphur refuses consolation. He’s a big player and he goes for all or nothing. He  got the chance and he’ll try to impose.

• MIND – WEEPING – consolation – comforted; no desire to be
• MIND – GAMBLING – passion for gambling

Deep inside him, there’s still a lot of inspiration and creativity, creative fire is burning but there’s no exit… His ideas aren’t accepted, they are  ridiculed and he has to keep them inside in order to avoid further underestimate. He’ll tell himself that the others don’t deserve to have what he has to give.

• MIND – SADNESS – eruptions – suppressed eruptions; with
• MIND – INSANITY – eruptions; after suppressed
• MIND – HYPOCHONDRIASIS – eruption; after suppression of
• MIND – ERUPTIONS; mental symptoms after suppressed
• MIND – WEEPING – consolation – comforted; no desire to be
• MIND – SPOKEN TO; being – aversion

He has to put on the jersey(dres) in order to fit in the group. But, he doesn’t want to be like others. He want’s to stay unique. He sees ’’dead people’’ around him, the poeple without uniqueness, without the spirit, the energy and creativity which are essential for  keeping the life in one’s body.

• MIND – DRESS – aversion to – sadness; in
• MIND – DESTRUCTIVENESS – clothes, of
• MIND – DRESS – ridiculously; wants to dress
• MIND – DELUSIONS – dead – persons, sees

After a lot of trying to impose his ideas, after failing in trying to present himself as an important person, Sulpur fails in ’’stupor’’. It’s a state of total mental indifference and apathy. But, in another rubric, we see that there is one thing which can make his mind active again, and that will happen when someone asks him for oppinion or help. He’ll repeat the question in order to make it a little more important and to make others see his abilities. But, unfortunately, he usually gives wrong or strange  answers. After another failour, he’s back to the state os stupor.At the and of the cycle we’ll find theese rubrics:

• MIND – ANSWERING – stupor returns quicly after answering
• MIND – ANSWERING – repeats the question first
• MIND – ANSWERING – irrelevantly

• MIND – INDIGNATION
• MIND – POSTPONING everything to next day
• MIND – THROWING things around
• MIND – LOATHING – work
• MIND – ANTISOCIAL
• MIND – INDIFFERENCE, apathy – duties; to
• MIND – ANSWERING – irrelevantly
• MIND – SADNESS – fortune; from reverse of
• MIND – DELUSIONS – visions, has – horrible

The poet resembles this prince of cloud and sky
Who frequents the tempest and laughs at the bowman;
When exiled on the earth, the butt of hoots and jeers,
His giant wings prevent him from walking.
„Albatross“, Charles Baudelaire

Nature didn’t give the opportunity for every seed to become a plant. Just like that, not every Sulphur will have the opportunity to give it’s  fruit. A lot of them will end up as failed  philosophers in rags, and only few will shine. Thanks to only a few  Sulphurs, the world goes forward. For a few of them who became powerful, there must be a lot of others who falls in despirition and loneliness. We have to recognize them and give them Sulphur because we can see the picture of Sulphur through his symptoms which make a clear and logical unity, and not because we are all Sulphurs ’’a little’’ and because we’ll never makea big  mistake with giving someone a Sulphur.

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